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spring break. [Mar. 5th, 2005|07:08 pm]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |bouncybouncy]
[air waves |thrice - the illusion of safety]



meet me.



in san francisco!






i still hate live journal.

with all my guts.

yes.

all of them.
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fucking prostitution. is amazing. [Jan. 10th, 2005|11:31 pm]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |stressedflamboyant/bastardness]
[air waves |alexisonfirecaneatoutmyassholeandiwouldlikeit.]


do you ever see that sign coming back to grand valley on lake michigan right by the grand river that says "abortion hurts women.."

well i want to put up a billboard that says "vasectomies hurt men."

cutting shit hurts.

this just in:


I FUCKING HATE LIVE JOURNAL
AND ALL YOU LIVE FUCKING JOURNAL FUCKERS.



suck my nine.
i would have said eight. but nine sounds better. but not quite as accurate as eight.

no. you know what. fuck you.
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if i could i would fart on you. [Dec. 13th, 2004|08:21 pm]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |chippergroovy]
[air waves |brand new]


while i am not the biggest fan of the king of beers, **cough**, it makes for a good laugh every now and again.

Today we salute you stressed out college students during exam week. As you sit in your lonely cubical in the library, doped up on Starbucks and Aderol, you think to yourself, "am I ever going to need to know this stuff in life?"

The distractions are tempting and you have suddenly diagnosed yourself with ADD along with advanced delusionary schizophrenia with involuntary narcissistic rage. I'm sure by now you know exactly what everyone is doing because you have checked your buddy list 800 times. Christmas break is just days away. Your Prozac prescription will be in tomorrow.

So crack open an ice cold bud light before and after that last exam because most of your Christmas break will be spent in rehab.


salute this. monkey.
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my utter lack of persistence. [Dec. 1st, 2004|11:53 pm]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |tiredtired]
[air waves |garden state soundtrack in my head.]



"I imagine that one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, that they will be forced to deal with pain."

– James Baldwin from Notes of a Native Son.

there is beauty in the breakdown.

i saw garden state for the first time yesterday. i can honestly say it moved me to tears. wonderful.
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2004|10:22 am]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |satisfied/jealous/poopy pants.]
[air waves |no music. just buzz.]


My brother called me from Texas recently. It was the first contact with him since he left for basic training in the middle of August. It was a very, very, very, very pleasant and exciting surprise. He gets to come home for twenty days, beginning the last week of November. After the twenty days home he is going straight to Naha, Japan, which is located on the island of Okinawa. Karate Kid DVD set here I come. Japan next summer. Here I come!

I did this little thing last winter some time.


My dear brother: a very quick tempered young man with an aggressive attitude to all those in opposition of his ideals; emotions similar to that of a flower that has yet to bloom.

Its taut petals remain coupled unless pried. Frequent inquisition generally renders an intense disregard for sympathy; it is taken in to the mouth and chewed only a little and spit back out, like an immature orange whose bitter substance has yet to season. But consideration for someone's mental well being isn't wholly wrong is it?

Despite these attempts to alleviate symptoms of grief, the intricate endeavor typically wounds the delicate and juvenile buds, drowning the blossom in tide pools of intention; it comforts dormancy until the following season. But the stem needs more nourishment than its receptacles are aware of, and the small unit that binds together and strives to penetrate the feeble petals, is aware of the supplement it contains to aid in the growth of confidence. At least we think. All we want out of this is the satisfaction of a job well done.


I miss him. But I know he is doing good. Soon he will be with his little family. And he will be happy. I will be happy.
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lolly pop. red. and tasty. [Nov. 10th, 2004|08:39 am]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |coldcold]
[air waves |my own blend of soft music. bitch.]


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Stability (62%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness (48%) medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion (57%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
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i hate all that is you. and me. us. the divergence of one. the separation. and emptiness. and relaxation. to be totally oblivious to overcompensation.

i need you to truly experience the undercurrent and swim in the stagnant refuse you so half-heartedly generate for everyone
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the white hizzy. [Nov. 4th, 2004|12:54 am]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |anxiousanxious]



think about this for a bit:

The choice of this election year was way above being a Democrat or a Republican. It was way above details of the Vietnam War, being a "flip-flopper" or a good "war president", and giving a good image.

It doesn't take a lot of research or even awareness to see the harm that this man has done to the US freedoms, US finances and the image of his country around the world. It is not hard to see how bad the Israel-Palestine situation has become in just four years because of his unilateral support, to see all the incredible lies that were lined up to justify the Iraqi war. It's not hard to see all the financial and moral imbroglio of former and current oil and defense companies and the millions they make in Iraq. It's not hard to see how they dare send under-equipped innocent soldiers into a urban warfare nightmare and kill innocent civilians... it's not hard.


keep it real in the white hizzy.
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are you ready for the downfall? [Nov. 3rd, 2004|12:42 am]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |apatheticapathetic]
[air waves |silence]


this is what history has told us:

poor people need to be creative in the ways they obtain influence. if the lower classes can cause enough distribution in the society, the elites and more affluent may have to give them concession. when the underclass revolts, they threaten social order.

it is then the situation changes for the governing class involved.
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when society chokes you. like Razor Wire. [Oct. 28th, 2004|12:51 pm]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |thankfulthankful]
[air waves |brand new]


Madness is a blind sparrow that wandered into a cage.

I can see its little wings flapping frantically, recklessly searching for an escape. Sure it is blind. And yes, how would it know it was trapped? Put anything in a cage long enough and you are bound to witness some degree of animosity.

Fucking sparrow.

The blind see what they want to see.


See also: insanity.
See also: lunacy.
See also: mania.
See also: dementia.

Synonyms: insanity, lunacy, madness, mania, dementia.
These nouns denote conditions of serious mental disability. Insanity is a grave, often prolonged condition that prevents a person from being held legally responsible for his or her actions: was judged not guilty for reasons of insanity. Lunacy often denotes derangement relieved intermittently by periods of clear-mindedness: yelled wildly in a moment of utter lunacy. Mania refers principally to the excited, or manic, phase of bipolar disorder: prescribed drugs to control the patient's periods of mania. Dementia implies mental deterioration brought on by an organic brain disorder: underwent progressive stages of dementia.


Bring out your dead. And close your fucking mouth.
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my love stops for no one. [Oct. 22nd, 2004|09:05 am]
darby mcnabb
[disposition |groggygroggy]
[air waves |weeeeeeeeeezer.]


you so want to do it:

a silent poe.


how bout dem red sox?!
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